indo random stuffs

*ehem* hi all. finally i open again this blog thingy after 3 months long. Well actually im not confident enough to write again, especially in english language. As you can read later, my english has been degrading. not that my english had been good before spending 3 months holiday back home. it's worse. Well, thanx to JJ and Andrew for reminding me the existence of this blog. Don't hope to much to read some entertaining stuffs from this post or blog as I'll write totally random unimportant stuffs of what happened the last 2 or 3 months. hehe..

Ok. The first three days since my arrival in Surabaya, i had been put under emotional control test. My parents and my siblings annoyed me with their endless yellings, random contempts and mocks about my appearances, constant pressure to lose weight, continous commands and other stuffs I had not faced after 1 year. Melbourne had pampered my ears too much with beautiful music or comfortable silent and serenity. That's why for the first three days, the tissue box had been my pillow to company me going thru painful moments.

The pressure to lose weight had burdened me so much. I took the first step to limit my daily intake, and the next week i joined celebrity fitness, hired a personal instructor which cost me my shopping budget in indonesia for 3 months full! d*mn ! of course i had to miss all the good and cheap stuffs in indonesia. it's not a wise thing i know since if i go back to melb, ill buy stuffs without my mom knowing and it'll cost more. isnt right? haha..
Aniwei, for the next 2 months till today, i've been working my arse out. Doing cardio for 1 hour and push ups, press chest whatever, burning calories, cutting off my snacks, indonesian delicious meal, trying not to buy the tempting bread talks, and opening fridge as often. For all the painful hold-back and sweats, i only lost 4kg in total! FRUSTRATED? of course!!

now, im currently missing melbourne more than ever. Im super bored now. while writing this entry, im chatting with some friends, listening to the music of indian song of kuch2 hota hai which i've watched like 4 times already *gawd* and currently craving for terangbulang aka martabak manis! i hope my sis buy it for me in the way home.

ok people. that's all. my neck and my back is killing me. i think i should end this boring entry.
till we meet again. see you all . GBU

love,
melontong